Getting there

I have so much to do in order to get back on track. One of the biggest problems I have had is that all of the toys ended up in the living room leaving me no place to do work outs.

This morning the family and I moved all the furniture around and stacked the boxes of toys. I still have a lot to clean out and throw out, however this is a BIG BIG BIG step to getting back to working out.

Maria

Brother Day 2014

It seems very fitting that I am back blogging on Brother's day. Today is the anniversary of the day that Alexander came home from the NICU after 43 days and Anthony met him for the first time. We have celebrated this day every year.

I have falling off the wagon. This year has been such a struggle. I am ending the year at the same weight I started the year but it was up and down every month.

I can't give up. I have to fight with the demons that make me reach for food when I'm upset. So I got myself more help. Today I got myself a nutritionist and a therapist along with the diet from the doctor.

I know I need to stay focused on myself and not do this for anyone else.

The key for me is working out. I know this. I saw the results. I have to make the time. I have to reclaim my living room and purge all the toys so I have room to work out. And I have to blog. Being accountable to myself and anyone out in cyberspace some how helps.

Good luck Maria you can do this..
love
your future self.