It seems very fitting that I am back blogging on Brother's day. Today is the anniversary of the day that Alexander came home from the NICU after 43 days and Anthony met him for the first time. We have celebrated this day every year.
I have falling off the wagon. This year has been such a struggle. I am ending the year at the same weight I started the year but it was up and down every month.
I can't give up. I have to fight with the demons that make me reach for food when I'm upset. So I got myself more help. Today I got myself a nutritionist and a therapist along with the diet from the doctor.
I know I need to stay focused on myself and not do this for anyone else.
The key for me is working out. I know this. I saw the results. I have to make the time. I have to reclaim my living room and purge all the toys so I have room to work out. And I have to blog. Being accountable to myself and anyone out in cyberspace some how helps.
Good luck Maria you can do this..
love
your future self.
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