I kept the tiny humans alive

I am just trying to get through each day. Some days I feel how sad I am the minute I wake up. I have a lot of thoughts in my head. I'm snapping pretty quickly especially at those who add to my mad/sad in other words, my mother and Ed.
And when Ed is the better of the two I know how bad my depression is.
I managed to get everyone started on cleaning the boys room today. We did 3 loads of laundry and I cooked twice today. Pretty amazing considering my main goal today was to get back in bed.
Being this depressed is pretty fucking awful.
Xoxo
Me